Sunday, September 6, 2009

In Search of the past days-3


..Neha opened the door..Rahul entered in..without even looking at her he threw his bag on the couch..and said.."hey I was expecting a courier to reach..did it???"...Neha gave him a firm look and said point blank "No!"..Her blatant response agitated Rahul and he said "Oh common Neha..I come home tired from the days work and instead of welcoming me with a smile you are standing here with a frown...whats wrong with you.."..this infuriated Neha even more..and she said"whats wrong with me???????where do you manage to get all that courage to make those complaints from and raise a finger at me..when you yourself don't have the time to receive my calls also..not even realising that maybe there some urgency...do you even remember the last time you called up yourself to ask me how am i??".."Oh god...what is there to ask ya...we live in the same house..what are you expecting that in midst of meetings and work I will call you up for a chit chat.."..Rahul said.

Neha took a deep breath in and then said"Listen rahul..even I work...still whenever I get an opportunity I call you up..not because its a duty...but because you matter to me..but fine leave this aside...what happens when you come back home..then you are free...right...free to watch t.v,go to the club...to surf the Internet..you have that time and I agree its you personal time..but still two minutes of care or two words of affection are too much to ask for...is it???...everyday I wait for you to return..you come..carry out a formal conversation with me and carry on with your routine..I feel like I am invisible to you...it surprises me like hell that are you the same man who called up every now and then just to feel my presence in your life????"..with this she sat down on the sofa and started crying..

Rahul raised his voice again and reacted by saying .."Damn it.. why don't you get it ..I haven't changed...our life has...earlier we were not living together...but now we are...you can't expect things to be the same Neha..I can't be all that lovey duvey all the time....I have a life of my own also...you need to give me that space...please...I love you and you know that..[his tone became softer]...don't make an issue out of this..."

His words pierced through her heart...her tears were not stopping..but she gathered her strength ,stood up and said..."fine you want space...you shall get it now..I am leaving...probably you need a break from me...and you shall have it..earlier I thought that rather than living like this I should end this relationship but since it matters to me the most and I don't want any second thoughts later I want to give it one last chance..and also because as you said "I know that you love me"...but I can't feel it anymore ..I can give you space but not lead a blank life...you live with your space and time and if that's how you want your life to be...then we will part ways forever. Rahul if living together gave people the liberty to take their loved ones for granted..or treat them like trash then nobody would ever want to live together...today I create this distance between the two of us if you plan to travel through it to reach me then you will have to return to me as the Rahul I had fallen in love with and if not then I would rather live with the sweet memories.. of my past than with broken dreams of the future...now we will only live together if you feel the need of a companion,of your love and not a kitchen maid or a care taker of your house..you will know how its living with me and without me..make your choice..and so will I...till then goodbye.."..

"Neha you cant be serious"Rahul said in amazement.."I am ..sadly the problem is you never took me seriously.."..she started packing her luggage and making a few calls.."You can't leave me....alone..like this...".."Rahul at least its better than living alone.. when the person you love is right beside you...anyways you take care...bye..".and with tears still profusely flowing out of her eyes she left her home...

[to be continued]

18 comments:

  1. oh !! god !!! life is such a puzzle

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  2. aaaila, talk about twists! :)
    this i never expected. this story is going somewhere.. beautiful ... unexpected ..

    brilliant! :)

    can't wait for next part..! :)

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  3. oh dear :( i missed first!

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  4. hey..veryyyy interesting naration..

    hope this gap would let them understand the imprtance oftogtherness..:)

    waiting for the next part ..
    ;) pramoda

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  5. oops this is taking a very serious turn..eagerly waiting...hope the end is not sad hmmm

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  6. Oh.... tats sad.. :( ..

    Dont know wat else to say at this point.. eager to see how it ends :)..

    As an after thought - Separating makes things no better .. :)

    Cheers..!!
    Arjun

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  7. @scarlet
    well...it really is...a complete maze...u dont know where it leads u..
    thanks for stopping by and reading...and giving your opinion...thanks a ton!
    take care!
    god bless!

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  8. @Leo...
    hahaha...well the twists and turns are only because my mind is having a tops turvy journey...its more unpredictable than the write up...
    but thank u sooooooooooooooooo much for appreciating it Leo...and your presence here matters irrespective of first or second...and i feel really happy to see u here regularly and leaving those words of encouragement..always...thanks a ton for that!
    god bless you!

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  9. hey parzi, can i have ur gtalk id? to add u to chat? :)

    also, please come by again..! i've started a story series! would like ur opinion! :)

    click on top link.. story will be there! :D

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  10. oh mah god..! wats next ?

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  11. @pramoda
    thank u sooooo much for liking it dear...and for those lovely words of appreciation..hope u like the next part as well...
    take care!
    god bless!

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  12. @priya
    yes....getting serious..well to know if its a happy or a sad ending u will have to wait a little sweetheart...since nothing is planned yet..lets c...
    anyway thanks for following it so far...hope u like the other parts as well
    thanks a ton!
    take care!

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  13. @Arjun
    you are right separation only increases the pain but maybe the distance leads to realization...
    ahmmm...i am not saying anything...till i know what turn to give next...
    anyway...thank u soooooo much for following it...and being kind enough to drop ur opinion...really means a lot!
    thank u!
    take care!
    god bless!

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  14. @leo
    hiee Leo...
    sorrry ya...i don't have gtalk installed...don't use it...if its not a problem can you plz add me up at yahoo...my id is..speaking_silence_15@yahoo.com
    sooo sorrry for the inconvenience...
    and thanks for letting me know about the story...i dont know how i missed it...will definitely read and get back to you..
    thanks a lot!
    take care!
    god bless!

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  15. @vedu..
    well...thats for u to see dear...
    the next part is posted...check it out and let me know...how is it...
    and thank u soooooo much for following the story so far...i really appreciate it!
    take care!
    god bless!

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  16. OMG!! This is like.. VERY REAL!!!

    Keep on going!!!

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  17. really nice dear :)

    waiting for next part eagerly

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  18. Hey nice writing..

    Life is so tumoultous....


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